Toxic-Tenacity

It's not really a question at all.  The truth to it is that I've been lazy as all get out.  I haven't been finishing anything as of late.  As much as I'd like to submit some awesome piece to get super compliments on... I've just been lazy.   If I can pull myself from minecraft tonight I'll pull the tablet out and force the issue lol.

I sit here on this cliff watching and waiting, my body shivers anticipating, that cold dark night that always sneaks up and I try to act like I'm still tough. But I shiver and I shake, my mind begins to quake, my heart beings to race, you can see it in my face. Night is almost here, I could almost shed tears, I'm full of fear, I have been for years. Depression and pain are but a sunset, each evening as the sun sinks it's a new test. I feel the last rays of warmth on my skin, but once the sun sets my fears start again. Though I now it's dumb to think it won't rise, I never do remember the past look of the skies. I always get